When Love And Death Embrace

Well i wanted write something curious that happned me yesterday after went out from my job

Like everyday i tried take the buss in the same parade ..but as usual the bus never stop there so i'd walk till the next parade ¬¬ ..well take a walk is good for me....and as usual the bus was full of ppl ..and i had to go there standing ...but just the moment when i was thinking hope one of the workers give me his sit ..i saw to the bottom of buss and i saw a familiar face ...hehe i saw one of my childhood friends..many time since the last time i see him..12 years to be exact..i thought sure he dont remember ..but he turn to see me too..and he did it many times..

He was one of my lovely frinds on the primary school ..hehe and funny 'coz i never was a girl like others.. i loved play to fight with him and some other kids, i played with cars and soccer ..and we spend the time this way in those years..but evrything finish someday ..after this we went to diferents schools, diferents friends, he get a girlfriend and i was drowing in my own problems..and i never see him again till yesterday ..the true i felt very happy ..but i cant talk with him ..im so shy :S and i dunno what tell him "hello do you remember me? i kicked your ass when we studied toghether 12 years ago" XD i was thinking of him months before..he not live so far from me anyway we lost contact  :( ..well i know im a stranger for him now..i always keep all the memories that we share..

During all the road i was thinking in those days and how we change..i turn to see my friend two times more..he still having those eyes, but his way of look is melancholic..not bright anymore...i rember some other ppl who i shared this years ..how hard is love somebody?..and how easy its change the love for hate? i know changed and now i love many ppl and hate others ..the girl who i called "best friend" now its my worst enemy ..she made many things against my family..only for her vanity...the same with my neighbour who live in front of me, she was a girl with many family problems i tried to be with her and help her..well a friend do that or not? anyway she dont want me with her..she turn into my enemy too, th..now she still with family problems..her vanity its exaggerate..she suffer anorexia, and she hate me also ..he is good friend of my ex-best friend ¬¬ i cant support they both..im heretic for themXD ..and my real best friend..is funny see her as a careful mummy now, and talking about the shits what her boy sees in tv :P i never thought we could be great friends we are so diferents, but we are..and i love her so much! she always was when i need her..now im for her too..of course i changed too...im not that innocent girl who everybody abuse her..no way hehe..im not worry about the things that could not be anymore...i learn to accept my life with all, good or bad ..dont care i know i can..

Sure we change every day...but we dont noticed

Well about my old friend i feel so happy of see him again..we still on the road ..but in diferent ways..hope the best for him..maybe someday we can meet us again...maybe the next time he can tell me something more that only see me ..and it will be best that i thought lol