When Love And Death Embrace

Well i think i need to write my day…why? ‘coz I’m little touchy :S

I slept today around 3 am doing nothing really, and well I wake up close to 11 am. My mom was cooking and my family around the table, only my sister Paty isn’t there, she slept in the house of his boyfriend(she always do that on weekends :S ).

When I sit to eat something my brother made me remember that we need to go to buy something at the market. and after he told me, our Dad wanna go at Home Depot to buy some tools, both markets are in the same street…then I thought no problem with it, we can go. After. I went to take a shower, when I went out my mom told me that my sister went to take a walk and she didn’t take the keys of home...then we all have to wait she back, and I told her ok, only tell to dad, coz he is now ready to go…she told him but my dad its always in despair.  and just that I was thinking he got angry to wait, he hate wait, and he didnt wanted go with us only for that. but I told him, you have many time for the other things but only few tome for us, please don’t get angry ..take it easy please…she come back soon, he still angry after it…anyway he went with us when my sister came.

Like we planed we went at the market to buy food and other things and after we took the way to the next market, all was so calm, my mom was so relaxing and my father isn’t angry anymore...my brothers were talking about simple things but my brother confused the traffic lights and he started drive. all scream noo stop!(i don’t remember if I said that also), but it was too late, a truck collide with us...i was scared coz I only remember the red truck going towards our car, and I thought my father could be hurt. he was on the driver side in the back sit. of course that was only in few seconds...my brother cant believe it, he is an expert driver, he drives trucks and buses and he can avoid others cars driving speed…many years passed after his last crash, of course the first thing I asked was everybody its ok? my father told me I only hit my head with the sit but I feel ok, thanx to good nothing really bad happened but I felt so scared, I felt I wanted cry, I reproached my father about the time he spend with us that morning, without be angry and then I felt I could lost him. or one of my brothers. Thanx to good also the family of the truck was ok too…and they was so scared also, they was so nice and the problem was solved easy, also the police was nice O_o

Only the left side of our car was completely damaged…but it’s was only material. nothing that money can solve…we get the money for that I know, but now me and my family have many things to think about caring ourselves. the past days in my home was so stressed. everybody fighting and the illness of my Aunt, she is fighting for life now and she is stable now..hope everybody in this house can learn about what happened today.

-*Edith *-

Old and sad news

Vibeke decided leave the band now the guys from Tristania are looking for a new singer in their webpage you can find the information..they are asking for a demo and a pic...

http://www.tristania.com/

Its sad that she decided gone from the band coz they now have an album to promote..and its a good album...i had the illusion of meet her in this tour T_T